Hard Two Cry

Lyrics

Verse 1

this life got me running but really feel like I’m trap
I be in these street cray and I pray I never get zap
ever move that I make I’m trying to distance the gap
just need a little closure but I’m traumatized from the tap
a nigga fed up just know I’m sick of this crap
I can’t shred no tears no bitching about this and that
when you damage from pain the little things make you snap
mentally I’m psychotic fake love and bending facts
ain’t no hope in the hood spin corners or spit them raps
sell dope or play ball and you gotta learn to adapt
we you ain’t got it like that we eating crumbs from the scraps
look yourself in the mirror and try to embodied that
Michael Phelps in that water I really been swimming laps
fought cancer 4 times they thought that shit was wrap
you don’t understand my struggle unless you victim to crack
one thing about me I wishing my granny back
I been fighting with my demons I’m sippin hard on the yak
ouu my niggas off the pills and dien off of the act
just to keep it ten toes stay dangerous and never lack
in this era this ain’t a movie my city the new jack
I’m praying that my babies don’t never fall for a Mack
becus they mother is so foul she will cross them to get the racks
talk bad about me like it ain’t hard enough being black
trying to Brainwash my daughters I’m really living through that

Hook
It’s hard two cry sometimes
It’s hard two cry
It’s hard two cry sometimes
It’s hard two cry
It’s hard two cry sometimes
It’s hard two cry
It’s hard two cry sometimes
It’s hard two cry

Verse 2

my granny had a stroke and she died away in my mama hall
in the house on olive I hear her cry’s though the wall
I wish I could pick up that phone and answer her call
and tell her how her grandkids spoil and have a ball
sometimes I need help we still struggle on how to crawl
all these thoughts in my head i tend to up a wall
Ion don’t mean to stress you out I guess I get it from Paul
dear god do you hear these struggles ain’t getting small
feel like a bear attack me they way it maul
I need some TLC I really been through it all
when jermaine got killed my heart colder then fall
at the age of 28 me and cancer had a good brawl
these bitches don’t even love you they play you like jigsaws
keep your loyalty ain’t crossing your dogs that shit is law
mind your business close your mouth and never speak what you saw
they said it was over they was cutting to me raw
these bullets ain’t got no name he took five and two to the jaw
late nights me and my friend would kick it watching saw
then she slip up and told me her cousin try to get in her drawls
weakest link is your biggest strength and you seeing through your flaws
been drinking so much liquor I’m dealing with withdraw
would took a bullet for you into you spit right in my face
now I keep my distant far like a planet in space
when I see you or hear your name I shake my head in disgrace